Funny how life isn't just static.....
The dynamic moment.... ever changing, never the same.....
Funny thing is, we are pretty dynamic when we are surfing all that stuff that comes up.....
Interestingly enough, it sounds so easy ..... "Just let everything come up and stay centered"
....but personally, when that stuff comes up, centered is usually the last place I find myself.....
and interestingly enough..... thats all me.....
Everything always ends up cool.... so funny, that it always, 100% of the time, turns out to be cool.....
So theres something I am missing here..... and I thought of this the other day when I was having a conversation with my uncle.....
......however long it takes you to realize what is really going on, energetically is your personal training watch....... the shorter that time is, the closer you are to relating to what is from a balanced place...... so cool......
so we can use the moment and every situation, ultimately to learn just what Life wants us to learn.....
I read in "Tales of Power" by Carlos Castaneda, Don Juan Mentioned to Carlos, that only a warrior can adapt to the waves of change as he sees them.....
Interestingly enough, Don Juan does this in his description of two worlds, in which he mentions when a warrior is unsure of which world he is working in: He must act as if he believes, when he really doesn't..... so gracefully and tactfully that he creates his moment by doing so......
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Right now, I just feel I need to lay out a foundation.....
I am here, and I am constantly learning from the flow and my connection to the one. Its a fun and joy filled dance..... it hasn't always been this way, but this is where I am here, now.... and thats all that matters.
I find it hard to get out of bed in the morning, the sun is always beaming on my face, and I love the day in all its glory and beauty once I actually arise, however, the awakening is one of the most challenging parts I face...... and it seems to be a metaphor for my life experience.
I love to live in my heart, and I realize that thats where I am going to take it..... lets write it all from the heart and joy of my spirit..... that way I or whomever else can feel the energy of the words being transmitted, whenever they are read~!
So Living in Love.... Not the Easiest thing, but as I write, I realize, I am making it hard by holding that belief..... sure old patterns are going to pop up..... but well, hey, thats life..... There are ups and downs..... and when I am in my center..... well, no up or down really has any bearing......
Yesterday, I found myself, purifying energy, a lot of emotion came up in a series of situations and I began to Identify with the story...... I started to feel down and let that unconscious mind of mine begin to beat me up...... and its funny, because some part of me tried to keep me there, like it tried to tell me that I deserved to be there...... the feelings were really not fun...... but the fun thing was, is as I was experiencing all this density of emotion..... I was actually driving at the time...... I spoke out loud to myself and coached myself...... I was totally like, dude, you are in emotion right now...... it has absolutely nothing to do with how good enough you are, or blah blah blah..... you are just purifying a dense energy....... it needs to come up to come out, just know that you are in emotion and don't Identify with it........
And Holy Shit.... let me tell you, it Changed INSTANTANEOUSLY~! I was like WHOA~>!
I then realized that whenever I am in emotion or feeling dense or anything other than my light, joyous, fun and playful self..... that I am just experiencing some purification, some dense temporary energy..... and as I told myself this....... the situation changed immediately..... I was no longer a victim to my ego of random thought, I was no longer allowing my mind to beat me up...... I was smiling again, and realizing that all that my mind was trying to tell me about what I was experiencing..... wasn't true...... it was just trying to limit me~!
So cool..... highly recommended that you keep up this pattern.....
A lot of times, I will try to justify or fight or try and get rid of those uncomfortable situations, but that just exasperates the issue..... when I accept, which isn't always the clearest choice, because thats the last choice my mind wants me to take, everything changes.....
I really feel like this applies on a broad level..... that as we allow our buttons to be pushed..... and we don't react..... our lives change.....
and to the lightworker reading this..... you are probably like..... whoa.... this is common knowledge..... but mind you, this blog is for me mostly, as I don't know anyone else reading it as of this moment...... so I invite you to surf along for the ride...... because one thing that you will find here, thats rare, is the pure joy.....
So a little love and Joy Pourin at ya Right now`!
Once we learn our lessons, we get to have fun, so thats what this part of this message is dedicated to.....
One of the coolest things that I realized yesterday.... was how cool the word Energy was......
Like say it to your self a few times and realize the vibrations..... Energy, Energy, energy......
Soo Cool..... props to Diep for helpin that one come out.....
Its funny, we dont really have fun with the words we use all the time...... like Love..... thats another really amazing word..... Love.... Love...... Love.......
Mind Blowing....... haha and thats where we want to be..... mind blown......
Until the Next Puri.....
Love and Light..... haha theres another one Light..... Light..... Light.......
Teddicus
I am here, and I am constantly learning from the flow and my connection to the one. Its a fun and joy filled dance..... it hasn't always been this way, but this is where I am here, now.... and thats all that matters.
I find it hard to get out of bed in the morning, the sun is always beaming on my face, and I love the day in all its glory and beauty once I actually arise, however, the awakening is one of the most challenging parts I face...... and it seems to be a metaphor for my life experience.
I love to live in my heart, and I realize that thats where I am going to take it..... lets write it all from the heart and joy of my spirit..... that way I or whomever else can feel the energy of the words being transmitted, whenever they are read~!
So Living in Love.... Not the Easiest thing, but as I write, I realize, I am making it hard by holding that belief..... sure old patterns are going to pop up..... but well, hey, thats life..... There are ups and downs..... and when I am in my center..... well, no up or down really has any bearing......
Yesterday, I found myself, purifying energy, a lot of emotion came up in a series of situations and I began to Identify with the story...... I started to feel down and let that unconscious mind of mine begin to beat me up...... and its funny, because some part of me tried to keep me there, like it tried to tell me that I deserved to be there...... the feelings were really not fun...... but the fun thing was, is as I was experiencing all this density of emotion..... I was actually driving at the time...... I spoke out loud to myself and coached myself...... I was totally like, dude, you are in emotion right now...... it has absolutely nothing to do with how good enough you are, or blah blah blah..... you are just purifying a dense energy....... it needs to come up to come out, just know that you are in emotion and don't Identify with it........
And Holy Shit.... let me tell you, it Changed INSTANTANEOUSLY~! I was like WHOA~>!
I then realized that whenever I am in emotion or feeling dense or anything other than my light, joyous, fun and playful self..... that I am just experiencing some purification, some dense temporary energy..... and as I told myself this....... the situation changed immediately..... I was no longer a victim to my ego of random thought, I was no longer allowing my mind to beat me up...... I was smiling again, and realizing that all that my mind was trying to tell me about what I was experiencing..... wasn't true...... it was just trying to limit me~!
So cool..... highly recommended that you keep up this pattern.....
A lot of times, I will try to justify or fight or try and get rid of those uncomfortable situations, but that just exasperates the issue..... when I accept, which isn't always the clearest choice, because thats the last choice my mind wants me to take, everything changes.....
I really feel like this applies on a broad level..... that as we allow our buttons to be pushed..... and we don't react..... our lives change.....
and to the lightworker reading this..... you are probably like..... whoa.... this is common knowledge..... but mind you, this blog is for me mostly, as I don't know anyone else reading it as of this moment...... so I invite you to surf along for the ride...... because one thing that you will find here, thats rare, is the pure joy.....
So a little love and Joy Pourin at ya Right now`!
Once we learn our lessons, we get to have fun, so thats what this part of this message is dedicated to.....
One of the coolest things that I realized yesterday.... was how cool the word Energy was......
Like say it to your self a few times and realize the vibrations..... Energy, Energy, energy......
Soo Cool..... props to Diep for helpin that one come out.....
Its funny, we dont really have fun with the words we use all the time...... like Love..... thats another really amazing word..... Love.... Love...... Love.......
Mind Blowing....... haha and thats where we want to be..... mind blown......
Until the Next Puri.....
Love and Light..... haha theres another one Light..... Light..... Light.......
Teddicus
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Life as a Lightworker~!
Living a life of light is one of the most challenging things to do here....
It is my intention to use this blog / venue as a place, or haven for my experiences, so that it may help me clarify the lessons I am learning...... and possibly, maybe even inspire and guide those on a similar path.......
It is my intention to use this blog / venue as a place, or haven for my experiences, so that it may help me clarify the lessons I am learning...... and possibly, maybe even inspire and guide those on a similar path.......
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